Find a Happy Place

About a week ago my science teacher made me go down to the nurse. I broke out into stress hives. Stress hives! Out of all things, stress hives! I'm 13 and I have stress hives! This was the year I was going to be all zen about things and now I turn pink and purple when I think about the SHSAT! My science teacher told me to take deep breaths and find a happy place. But when I go into my happy-place mode, my mom always yells at me for not doing my work. So it's a lose-lose situation.

18 days till the SHSAT. I am so incredibly nervous. I know I'm wrong, but I feel like my whole future depends on this one test. However, my piano teacher advises, and this should become a very famous quote, "In America, there is no good school. There is only a good student.". That is a really awesome quote.

Oma is making me eat this egg sandwhich thing. I got these vegetable rolls at Trader Joe's but they were disgusting so I threw them out, and now I'm stuck with a baby chick on bread. When I turn 18 I am going to go vegan.

I just logged onto CNN. All over the site is "Vatican welcomes Anglicans into Catholic Church". Is this a step closer to finally modernizing the Catholic Church? I mean, the Church is rapidly running out of members. They say how the Catholic Church is dying but it's just killing itself. More than half the population is female and they won't let them become priests or have positions of power in the Church. If you join the Church you give up your opportunity to marry. I like the Catholic Church. It helped raise me when I was little, since I was really brought up by Oma since my parents were both at work. I always used to have these funny little prayer books. And I want the Church to survive, but at the same time it's creating all this hate and prejudice and scandal and arguments and disagreements. Times have changed. You can't change the people. You should be able to change the people's Church. (Check it out here. )

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Now everything is getting underlined.

- Anneliese